To be honest I actually miss my boyfriend every hour. I just can’t stop thinking about him. The way he smiles, his beautiful eyes, 2 things that standout to me. Then his personality, so cute, so honest, does not sugar coat anything. He tells me how it is. He’s a huge sweet heart. When we talk I feel like I could talk to him for days and days. Just his presence makes everything amazing. I feel amazing around him. I feel safe when he’s holding me in his arms. I feel comfortable with him and I trust him. He’s a really great guy.
My school’s prom is next month and I really want to be crowned as prom king or queen or both. I just want a title so great. I just wanna feel that “prom miracle” all of my years living in this new neighborhood I’ve been feeling like the out cast. I seriously feel that I don’t belong here. I belong where I used to live. Where my friends are. But whatever. I’ve made such great friends for the past years I’ve been living here. Back to prom, I just really want that spotlight. I wanna feel that “prom miracle” being crowned as a royalty for once in my life. Just having everyone cheering for me. And just me. Very selfish but just for once I feel like I deserve this one thing. Just this once. Please.